October 2011
157 posts
Message from the Future
You sweet beautiful lonely girl, Don’t cry yourself to sleep, You shine like a precious pearl, There’s no need to weep. If I were there, I’d hold you, Embrace you in my heart, It will only take a year or two, We’ll meet and never part.
Oct 31st
Different people like different things. And why should I be the most important person for you..? Why should it be me and not someone else? Maybe if I knew the answer for this question, you would be with me
Oct 31st
I’m in a real asshole mode tonight. Sometimes I just get like that. Fuck it.
Oct 31st
It’s unfortunate to come to the realization that your love for someone in fact means a burden for that person and that they would rather have you be gone than around. I suppose the ultimate act of love under these circumstances is to do them a favor and leave, but the other side of the coin, your personal worth, will be melted down, as their side and your love for them shines.
Oct 31st
Educated and Intelect are different
Oct 31st
I am going to be okay. You don’t have to take care of me. I know that was always your excuse for not wanting to be with me… that it’s too much effort to make happy. But the fact is, you don’t really know me. You never really did. Because if you would have known me, you would know that the smallest things can make me overjoyed. Really really small things. Like coffee, walking around, smoking...
Oct 31st
why we should love our world?
because our world is beautiful and doesn’t hurt us. People hurt us and people ugly.
Oct 31st
Depersonalization disorder (DPD) is a dissociative disorder in which the sufferer is affected by persistent or recurrent feelings of depersonalization and/or derealization. The symptoms include a sense of automation, going through the motions of life but not experiencing it, feeling as though one is in a movie, feeling as though one is in a dream, feeling a disconnection from one’s ...
Oct 31st
Misery loves company. And also cigar.
Oct 31st
Popularity and success aside, you can always be completely devastated about heartbreaks. But the question is, is it worth it? What do we prove if we give in to depression and self-destruction just because someone who we want doesn’t want us? I always thought that it was a sign of true love you know, if you destroy yourself until you vanish out of existence because the one you love the most...
Oct 31st
I am very lonely, you know. All my friends are always hooking up with and dating other people -some of my friends are actually married. They often tell me things like “the best way to forget someone is to get under someone,” or that “you just need to be less picky and get over yourself.” Still I cannot get myself to settle for less than what I’ve had, and back when you were with me it felt...
Oct 31st
Kemana orang-orang baik pergi??
Oct 27th
If you only felt for me what I feel for you… So many people wish for this. I know I am not alone because other people are also stuck in one-sided relationships too, but I still feel lonely, and I want to be around you even if you will never love me back.  But being around you keeps me waiting and hoping and waiting and hoping, and I have started to hate myself for hoping. Nobody should ever...
Oct 27th
Summer is Over, Autumn will come
Oct 27th
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Everything meaningful requires sacrifice. And every sacrifices take something from us that we couldn’t take back. It was gone like a leaves fall from tree. Like a future of time traveler. And i sacrifices my good time in past and longroad future, just help a bit out you. But most of all, i gave you my present, every tear i made, every bone i feel cracked, my hand to help you out, my brain to...
Oct 26th
You really are gone and you really are happier without me than you were with me. I remember that you always used to get mad at me for being sad; “I’m sick of you dont make me happy,” you would say. Inspite of that, You make me happy, you know, to the extent that a person like me can be happy.  I never even made it your responsibility to do so, but you just couldn’t accept me as the person I...
Oct 26th
Ok, seems it is the last im goin to write, Sometimes I think, you know, it wouldn’t be too bad to fall in love with someone, just for the hell of it. But I’m done with this breaking heart, and I wish other people would be too. Just get crush, get know each other, meet her parents, ask them to marry her, yes, then so. No, so get over it.
Oct 26th
I’ve been okay, just trying to worry about real life things like finding a job and becoming a better person.
Oct 26th
You’re like a closed book; I can’t read you. Please open up to me?
Oct 26th
But nonetheless I feel like everything around me is shifting and clicking and cracking, and somehow I am caught in the middle of the machinery of mundanity, where constant change just becomes the colorless norm. I thought that you would save me from here, because when I was around you, things started to matter all of a sudden. It mattered to smile a lot and to act cute. Or at least I thought...
Oct 26th
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Today I woke up, and I thought about how interesting it is that there are so many individuals of the opposite gender in the world, but there is only one of me. And I wanted to see how I would fit with them all, you know, at least compare hand sizes.
Oct 26th
Dear future wife, remember I’m the person your...
Oct 26th
Someone will always be prettier. Someone will always be smarter. Someone will always be younger. But they will never be her.
Oct 26th
“Work. Keep digging your well. Don’t think about getting off from work. Water is...”
– “The Sunrise Ruby,” Rumi (via veraherbert)
Oct 26th
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Perempuan yang memakai kacamata selalu menarik
Oct 26th
Apa perempuan single di dunia ini udah abis?
Oct 26th
Cintailah seseorang/sesuatu yang kita idolakan...
Oct 26th
“After a while you learn that you don’t need anyone else in order to survive. No...”
– Hey Arnold (via littlemiss) (via yolanda) (via ataraxic) I so need to tell this myself everyday, every second. (via elinur)
Oct 26th
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Dear Future Wife, Please don’t smoke. <3 me
Oct 26th
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Mr lost his toupee: What makes you think you can raise a 7-year-old?A 10-year-old? A 13-year-old?You know what that means?She'll be six years more advanced than you. What makes you think you can do that?
Sam: I...have had a lot of time, see, to...
think about what it is...
that makes somebody a good parent...
and it's about constancy...
and it's about...
patience, and it's about listening...
and it's about pretending to listen...
even when you can't listen anymore.
And it's about love, like she said.
See, Billy has a home with me...
and I made it the best I could.
And it's not perfect...
and I'm not a perfect parent...
and sometimes I don't have enough patience...
and I forget he's just a little kid...
but we built a life together...
and we love each other.
And if you destroy that...
it'll be irre--irrep--
Let me see. Let me see.
......
Oct 26th
Words are timeless. but every writer need a watch
Oct 26th
Oct 26th
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Dear Chandra in anytime past, Im not gonna tell you what you should do with yourself. In million way of possibilities, you will find your way, be tough. I just want to remind you about your children in the future. I have a boy and daughter now, and dont wonder how, thats will be your children though. Remember, dont be such a dictator for your children. I make three main rules for them, first,...
Oct 24th
Oct 24th
hey im from a year later
Dear Chandra a year ago, I’m sorry that you had to go through all the pain that you did. I know that the reason you stuck around was because you loved her so much and there was just this force that made you stick around. I wish I could have warned you but its okay don’t worry you’ll get through this. Let the pain out because holding onto it isn’t going to help you. If you want to move on...
Oct 24th
hey im from sometime future x
Dear past Chandra, At first I began writing a list of things I wanted to warn you about, things I thought that if given the chance I would wish to change. If I’m honest, I have spent countless hours yearning to erase these life changing occurrences. Except then I began to think about it, and I mean really consider what it would mean. It’s then that I realised that everything that has ...
Oct 24th
Dear Chandra
Dear Future Chandra, maybe 10 years from now.. Remember what you have been through in the past, take your heart down, take your head down, take your gaze down. Share your happiness for your kids no matter how sad your life will. Raise them as kid, not a hero, it is not that important for them to be smart, to be rich, just show them happiness, it will make them as smart as smurfs. And, stay with...
Oct 24th
Life is a Present: nice story  →
tsaniya: Married or not… you should read this. Marriage. “When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But…
Oct 24th
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"I'm not giving up, i just starting all over,...
Oct 24th
Seorang pria sedang mengendarai motor dan melewati sebuah pasar. Kemudian dia melihat seorang pengemis yang sedang dipukuli oleh satpol pp. Kemudian pengemis itu ditinggal dengan muka memar dan kesakitan. “Ya Allah, kenapa pengemis itu dipukuli dan kenapa Engkau tidak melakukan apa-apa?,” tanya pria itu saat berdoa. Kemudian dalam hatinya seperti ada yang berbicara. “Aku telah...
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Dont Judge a book from its movie
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The only difference between you and the people you...
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Sorry I'm Not As Rich As Him
Oct 23rd
Karma Will Have It's Way
Oct 23rd